It’s and I’m awake today has been crazy because for once I am the middle man. Literally I am caught in a world I usually saw on tv. But I am okay.. For now the best thing to do would be to stay out. Did I cause this though did I create it? And the worst part is… Are people seeing a side of me that’s not me? This sucks and no good can come out of it. But we will see as hormones and emotions run high.. The river has to flow some were.
I don’t think I have ever cried so hard then when I lost my first bf and I still think about how he is… Is that wrong?